Chapter 14 – Page 128
"But you
go outside so carelessly. You're obsessed with killing your wife and this other
man.
You won't kill
them. But you will bring about your own destruction."
"What did
you hear in town?"
"The
taxi-driver who brought me home was on your side. But he said you'd killed some
poor innocent fellow."
Said grunted
irritably and forestalled any expression of regret by taking another big
swallow, gesturing at Nur to drink too. She raised the glass to her lips.
"What else
did you hear?" he said.
"On the
houseboat where I spent the evening one man said you act as a stimulant, a
diversion to relieve peoples' boredom."
"And what
did you reply?"
"Nothing
at all," Nur said pouting. "But I do defend you; and you don't look
after yourself at all. You don't love me either. But to me you're more precious
than my life itself; I've never in my whole life known happiness except in your
arms. But you'd rather destroy yourself than love me."
She was crying
now, the glass still in her hand.
Said put his
arm around her. "You'll find me true to my promise," he whispered.
"We will escape and live together for ever.”
Analysis:
Towards the end
of the book, Said’s mental stability is questioned by the readers and the
characters surrounding him. In this passage, Nur is preaching to Said about his
destructive behavior and he is denying it. Nur seems to be the only person who
knows about how he’s gone crazy and cares about it as well. This passage shows
a clear internal struggle from both Said and Nur. Said almost cannot allow
himself to love another woman because the emotions of betrayal and anger are so
strong that he cannot feel another emotion. At the same time, Nur treats him
better than anyone and he begins to have a soft spot for her. With that being
said, he is not giving her the love she deserves, making the reader question
him as a character.
This passage
also allows for the characterization of Nur. Firstly, Nur means light in Arabic
– as seen in this passage, Nur seems to be the only light in Said’s life. But
he is pushing her away. So although he has a possible source of light and happiness,
he’s bringing himself back into the dark, again forcing the reader to question
him as a character. Similar to how Nur is telling him that he is the only
reason for his own destruction, the reader begins to think similar thoughts. The
reader also gets to know Nur fully. Although Said does not treat her as he
should and as well as she treats him, she still longs for him – showing an
innocent, lonely, and vulnerable side of herself. Said takes this vulnerability
and exploits it in order to keep her in his life. With that being said, the way
Said treats her foreshadows the possibility that she may end up leaving him as
a result of his poor treatment of her.
This passage is
significant because it is a defining moment for Nur and Said’s relationship.
With that being said, this is a moment in the novel where the audience begins
to question Said’s actions, morals, and emotional stability. Specifically, the
question of whether Said brought on his own destruction is mentioned.
Specifically in this passage, him not allowing Nur in shows that he is blocking
his own happiness. His intense thoughts of hatred and revenge are bringing his
moral compass down. He also is clearly exploiting Nur’s feelings. Although he doesn’t
let her in, she is still a place of security for him. He needs her for a house
and food and some emotional stability. Yet, he will not love her back and is
using her. The relationship between Nur and Said highlights his internal
struggles and shows his tragic flaw.
Amirah-- I found your blog post to be really insightful. I think you explained the dynamic of Said and Nur's relationship quite well. I also think it would be helpful to mention that later, when it is too late, he realizes that he wishes she was back in her flat and then they could be together. However, he is too far gone to redeem himself in the eyes of Nur. This plays a role in his tragic downfall. Awesome post! :)
ReplyDeleteThis is a great blog post Amirah :) I really enjoyed how you discussed Nur as a source of light in Said's life, especially when considering the meaning of her name. It is true that Nur provides a sanctuary for Said and he is very dependent on her, but his past does not let him love her back. Do you think this is something that changes as the novel goes on?
ReplyDeleteHey, nice blog post! :)
ReplyDeleteHowever, I disagree with you when you say that he will 'never' love her back. He eventually does end up caring about her and loving her, but his reckless thoughts end up breaking them apart. Apart from that, I wonder how else nur meaning light can have a different meaning in this passage. Maybe Nur is named so because she acts as a light of guidance to Said and is trying to guide him on the right path. Maybe it means something else. Maybe there is not supposed to be a specific interpretation (multivocality?). Care to elaborate on this?
Great post Amirah!
ReplyDeleteThis is very insightful. I especially liked the part where you discuss Nur as the only light in Said's life and how he is pushing it away. However, I wonder if Said ever had a soft spot for her or was just exploiting her fully. I understand that Said offers her to run away with him but what if Said actually knew that his 'final battle' was coming and they would not end up escaping?
Anyways, this is a great post and it is concise and you make it relevant to the characterization of Said.